It’s not that I don’t love you
It’s just that my mind has trained itself not to miss you because in the end it’s her you love & that’s fine
& I’m just another girl that you tell the next girl was a big mistake that meant nothing
Why can’t we just go back to when we both were deeply in love? Because the world doesn’t work like that, we fall, we ache, we learn & lastly we recover. Do we ever truly really recover?
I wish things were easy. I wish you had the answers. I wish you’d let me finish asking those questions. I wish it were easy to let go but it’s not. If it were easy to let go that means I never loved you. I’ve let go of everything & you aren’t in my life but its not easy. It never will be
I think that sometimes in life we take things & especially people for granted. We expect them to always love us & be there. The world doesn’t work like that. You can only be pushed too far & set aside so much. Just remember, you never know how someone loved you until they’re gone.
Time cannot fix this. Leaving cannot fix this. Love. Answers. & change are the only thing that will fix this & that is why we can’t be fixed